Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 10:54 AM
A True Love Story ( Part 1 )
This is a story that is based on a true love story of two teenagers.

The main character of this story is a young, foolish and self-centered person. To know the reason why he is describe as so ? Continue reading the story and you'll find out. I'll name him X .

Chapter 1 : The Annoymous

One day, while X was onlining, he was bored so he went to surf the net and sign in his social network account. As he view one profile to another, he found out there is a girl, named moe. He was attracted by her charm and cuteness. He decided to add her as buddy and wanted to know more about her.

Days later, moe has accepted his request . As he go through her profile, he found her msn address and added her up in msn too. They chat and chat... Soon, they became very close. Something like best friends but maybe more than that because X started to has feelings on her. She was a nice and kind girl. Eventually, this X asked moe out for a movie.

They planned a week before they actually go for it. The first movie that they went to is a movie called 'Blood the last vampire' . Just a day before the outing, they met at the mall unexpectedly. They didn't know that they went to the same place at the same time . They were hesitating whether if they should meet up. In the end, they met at the entrance of the mall.When he was on his way to meet her he was really nervous and excited. Her first impression to him is adorable and elegant! He just can't keep his eyes off of her. They said 'HI' to each other and for not than a minute she said she had to leave because her driver had arrived. X felt rather disappointed and left. He went back to his friends who are waiting at the restaurant. He started to talk about how attractive Moe is . After she left, X keep on text her . He waited for a very long time and he started to get panic because he didn't receive any replies from her. He turned to his friends and said :' God, she's not even replying me after meeting me ! Did my looks scare her off? I'm really UNHAPPY here! Am I really that ugly that she has to do this to me? ' He was holding his phone tightly in his palm , waiting and waiting and waiting for her reply. * Music * ' OMG! SHE REPLIED! ' he yelled at his friends and he quickly go through the message! He felt relief as he knows that she was not feeling well and she fell asleep in the car.


Chapter 2 : The First Date

RING!!!!!!!!!!! Its 6 o'clock in the morning . He quickly wake up and get prepared for the outing. He gets to his closet, dress himself as smart as he can be because he thinks that she is the kind of classy girl who likes guys in formal suit. 10.30 am sharp. His heart is pounding stronger and stronger as the clock strikes from one second to another. He was told to wait her at a book shop. He simply grab a book and read it to calm himself down. As he read, he started to concentrate on that book . When he was trying to give himself a rest and move his eyes away from the book, he was shocked and she saw her standing just right in front of him! He was so shy and he blushed. He don't know how he should react! A lot of awkward silence happened . But Moe tried her very best to break the ice whenever this happens. X is such a C-O-W-A-R-D!! While they are in the cinema, they all they did was chatting . Suddenly, the guy sitting next to X said :' Could you please turn down your volume? I am trying to watch a movie here! ' He turned speechless and he turned to her and say ' hey, who does he think he is? I feel like scolding him back.' The tried his very best to control his emotion because he doesn't want to spoil his reputation in front of Moe. But deep down in his heart , he feel like replying the guy ' DUDE! I paid the same amount of money as u do! We came in here to enjoy ! If u don't like just leave! ' After not more than 5 minutes, they started to chat again. They were discussing about the blood effect from the movie. Moe said ' LOL! The blood are just like jelly! And how could vampires be so ugly! Eww! ' Moe is a girl who is interested in vampires and werewolves. When the movie ends, they were trying to find out who is the guy that sit right next to him but they couldn't find him because the guy left the cinema in haste . Is he afraid that he will get beaten up? After the movie, they had lunch at the restaurant . They started to talk about their family, their interests and people around. All of a sudden , a guy named Z.H text her. He was her so called 'god bro' as well. He said that he wanted to meet her up. She felt annoyed and she planned to ignore him. When the guy showed up at the entrance of the restaurant, the Volcano deep within him exploded ! That guy was actually a person whom he dislike a lot! X dislike him because of his childish and stupid act. They were both criticizing Z.H .

Oh! Its 5pm ! Its time for her to leave. X walked her out to the exit and said his goodbyes to her. As she left, he felt a prick in his heart. He started to miss her . He took out his phone and started to text her again. Basically , they were texting 24/7 non-stop .


TO BE CONTINUED...

Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 7:05 AM
ONCE AGAIN, I GOT BUSTED.
HONEY! ITS NOT THAT I WANNA HANG UP BECAUSE MY GRANDMA! Do u know? She wake up my uncle as well. Just now, my uncle came down yell at me. He even keep on pushing me. Almost got bash up. Do u even know? NO! YOU DONT! Honey. All that I wish is just u to understand me .I'M REALLY REALLY SAD! ONCE AGAIN, I GOT BUSTED.

Earlier, while we were hanging on the phone we were arguing and u said that I make up stories and put the blame on u? Honey, U promised me you will accompany to do that . In these few days I did asked you about it again. You said sure as well. U say u did said that you cant go with me but that was before I asked u for the 2nd time. Honey. Whether if I am acting and making up stories or not, u know it deep inside your heart.

Honey, family members are picking on me. Do u know? Especially my grandma and my uncle for now .

All I wish is just u to understand! Please dont leave me just because of this kind of things! You have no idea how much I wanted to explain and let u know what happened to me ! My heart aches a lot. Really!

There are still a few words from my heart that I wanna to tell you. :

Honey,
Today will be the first day of u returning to school. You've been complaining a lot to me that you are really unhappy because of certain issue. Let me tell me again. Honey, whatever that had happened has already became the past. Its 2010 now. A brand new year, a whole new world. Let's hope for a good beginning! I wish that everything that happens on you will be good! I wish you all the best throughout the year! Hubby will always be by yourside to support and encourage you! You have my words. I'll always be there for you. I am waiting for you to come home and tell me a whole new adventure that you had experience from school! Love you.


With love,

Hubby.

I wonder if you will be reading this post, since your mom kept away your modem.
But I really hope that you can go through this post.

All that I wanted to say is that I... I love you :(

Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 11:32 PM
Great
Great.

Thought that you would be happy to see the previous post of mine.

Things ended up like this? U insist being stubborn believing in your own thinking. Accusing me for chatting with girls where I am actually blogging for u?You even spit out that u agree with that fella who blog abt me that i am a wannabe . Hwo hurting it is to know this ?

When i know that u misunderstood me i keep on explain. Running up and down to use my granny's hp to call u but u keep on hang up . You say u love me. If u love me u wont accuse me. You say that u are tired? why is it that u are tired? I did nothing wrong. Who knows? u might ask. God knows . Really. What you did to me now will come back to u someday.

I love u so much and put so much effort in blogging for u and you are treating me like this . This is so unfair. U even wanna break up with me now. I am really really disappointed.

Just because of your dumbness . Cause me to suffer in so much pain ! I wonder why u are like this .


My heart is totally broken by u. TOTALLY.


Seriously feel like dying now! HELL..
LIKE U WOULD CARE?

@ 9:12 PM
NEW YEAR !
Weees! I just got back from her house today. HAHA! I spend another night at her place again. Why? We celebrated our new year together at the LOST WORLD . Its a famous water theme park in Ipoh. We had a lot of fun there! Seriously! Its been a while since the last time we had an enjoyable time ! A lot of things happen recently. Not to say non of them are happy but most of them are not . Family issues , problem between both of us and so on. Yesterday morning, I woke up really early . The moment I open my eyes I tell myself, 'HEY DUDE! Wake up! Its 6.30 a.m. You gotta prepare for today's trip!' I woke up and straight away dash to my closet . After I packed up , I went to ask permission to go out from my grandma and I need to ask some money from her. Grrr.... She's just so not understanding and say that I always go out . I neglected a lot of things and blah blah blah. But in the end, she gave in. Or to say give up in caring about me temporary? Idk. I feel really bad after that. For making my old granny so unhappy. She concern about me a lot. I know. I am just sorry grandma! This outing meant so much to me! The fight dragged from 8 am to 10 am something. Wasted a lot of time on that. I took a bus from my house to Medan Kidd and rent a cab to her place. When she is all set up, we move on our journey! When we are in the cab, I keep on complaining about her wearing. She's only wearing a singlet and it is loose and thin! I was like ' COME ON HONEY! Are u going to wear that into the water? ' We quarreled for quite sometime and she keep on giving me those faces ! Grrr! You don't even listen to what I say! All I want is just u to put on something more proper! Not asking you to strip! =.= Oh well, in the end she listened to wad I said and put on my t-shirt. Why? She finally realized that I am right. Ahhh~ The great sun! Its been quite sometime I go under the sun. The warm sun, reminds me of those days when I am having Volleyball training ? haha! But I don't feel like getting contact with the sun cuz I dont wanna get tanned. Still? I did. sighs! The first thing we did there is swimming at the main pool. This pool has machine that produces big waves! WHOA-AA--A-WOOH! When I saw the pool, I grabbed her hand and ran towards the water! She fell into the water because she's afraid of the water. She is not used to the water yet. She don't go to the swimming pool often. Even if she go to the beach, she'll only stay at somewhere near the shore. =/ Sad right honey? But today, you've changed. You're no longer the LOO JO YEE that is afraid of water anymore. I can see that u enjoy the water very much now! You even try to hold your breath in the water! You even came out with the idea of K-I-S-S-I-N-G in the water :D After that, we went for the water slide! We chose the dark tunnel. Woohoo! It was so fun! In that dark tunnel we can see nothing but arrows on the wall . Our tube keep on bang on the wall and the we got splashed by water around us! ISNT IT FUN HONEY? haha! We went for another ride after that. This time , the slide is open to the air! This slide is a U shaped slide. We almost hit the highest part of the slide. Aww.... After all the excitement, we went for the BIG WATER JUG! We waited there for quite sometime. This is simple, you just have to sit under the jug , wait the jug to be filled. When the water is filled, THERE GOES THE FUN! WEESS! A great amount of water will be poured on you at a high spot! While the water is poured on us, I was hugging her tightly in my arms! XD I asked her to close her eyes and imagine that we are on Titanic and we are about to be hit by a great wave! HAHA! Sweet? :)) We walked around the entire Lost World and suddenly honey says she wanna go and see the rabbits ? Recently , Lost World has released a new session. The session is called 'Petting Zoo'. No wonder the price of the ticket increased so much all of sudden. When she saw those rabbits she keep on pulling my hand and tell me 'Ah! HUBBY! THEY ARE SO CUTE!' haha! I smiled back and said, ' uhh huh, of course they are honey.' Then she replied ' Hmmph. Yeah, they're cute and adorable. Your honey is not.' Then I replied ' NO Way! MY HONEY IS THE CUTEST LIVING THING ON EARTH! ' :D I really mean it honey. To me you are. Besides rabbits, we saw a lot more adorable animals. For example, Raccoon , Parrots ,monkeys , Prairie dog , snakes and so on. Honey says she wanna hug the Raccoon worhs ? XD I'll get you a toy Raccoon. Cuz rearing a Raccoon is illegal in Malaysia. =/ Sorry honey . Those snakes that we saw were all hibernating. How sad right? But when we head there for a second time, the zoo keeper were holding a Python. It is yellowish and middle in size. We touched it and we find it kind of comfortable :D We even touch an Iguana. When my honey started to touch it she told me that it is quite comfortable too. But all of a sudden she scream and she told me that it is kind of disgusting. Idk why. haha. My honey even dare to carry a hedgehog! OUCH! I only dare to touch it! Honey, I have to admit that you are really brave ! LOL! I can see that my honey loves animals a lot! We enjoy a lot at the petting zoo. Next, we went to the hot spring. Ahh... Its so comfortable soaking in the warm water. We headed back to our locker . We wash up a bit and head back to the petting zoo. We took a whole bunch of photos there! Check them out :


Us . :D at the entrance

Looking at somewhere?

My honey playing with the rabbits! :D

Buying drinks . The drinks there are effin EXPENSIVE!

My honey cam-whoring in the toilet :p

Honey is standing beside the mini waterfall. Nice capture? :D

Now this is a retarded monkey. I saw him fighting with a malay dude!

Aww! Hamsters!


HEY LOOK! I'M HOLDING ONE IN MY HAND!


Now thats what I call BRAVE! You've proven me your courage honey. You really did >.<
Cobra? You want me to teach you how to defeat it? Its easy. Take off and smash its glasses so that it cannot see! XD Only people who understands Chinese or Cantonese will get what I mean. 'Ngan Geng Sea'

Beware man. You might lose your lil bro XP


Woo. One of her favs. Raccoon!

Our friend from Madagascar? XD

She rather kiss a guinea pig than me! T.T

She even put in on her head! Honey, beware! It might poop on you! xP


Woo! Thats one big iguana XD


CANT STOP LAUGHING WHEN I AM LOOKING AT THIS PHOTO HONEY!
Reminds me of you chasing it!

Awww.. My honey looks tired! Outside of the theme park.


Now thats my honey with the Christmas tree. I wonder why is this tree still there. I thought Xmas's over? haha

Before we go home, we stopped by at Giant ( a super market) to have dinner. We're starving like hell that time! HAHA!


Honey! I am really glad that you enjoy yourself with me ! HEHE! Hubby is really really satisfied when he sees you smile. :D I'm looking forward to go there for a second time with you honey! Love you baby! <3>

TILL THEN.
Until our next outing! :D


Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 12:04 AM
Die, SJ DIONG.
Can anyone be as crazy as I am?

NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND MY PAIN.

NO ONE!

I TOOK A MOTORCYCLE
I RIDE AS FAST AS I COULD
I SCREAM AS LOUD AS POSSIBLE WHILE I'M RIDING

I AM INSANE.

DOING THIS JUST DOESN'T EASE MY PAIN.

AT THE SAME TIME, I AM THINKING.
WHAT IS MORE PAINFUL THAN THIS?

DEATH COULD BE BETTER.
100 mph is the max I could go.

I really wish that there's a car that can run over me .
It didn't happened.

What is life to me ?

Don't get too emotional over things huh?
It is not possible for me.
I'm not some kind of Monk or Priest.
I ain't that holy and saint .

I am just a normal human being.
Who had been hurt deeply and wish to be murdered.

God? I had enough. PLEASE TAKE ME WITH U.

Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 11:21 PM
Happy New Year
HEART-B.R.E.A.K.E.R

Not to say that I wanted to complain. What a great ending of year 2009 and what a great beginning of year 2010.

I didn't betray you nor lie to you. I seriously didn't. Just like I said, I REALLY REALLY WISH YOU TO TELL ME WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE YOU BELIEVE ME . You still wanna accuse me . That account was once mine . It is now my bro's . Believe it or not. This is the truth. Stop saying that I betray you cuz I really didnt.

And now, you are happily enjoying at the pub. It doesn't matter whether if u are with your family or your friends. Its just the same!

You keep on telling me that you love me? THESE ARE ALL BULLSHIT!

I gave up my pride begging u to go home! But You don't even bother. Continue enjoying and tell me that there are guys spraying white spray on you , you're feeling dizzy and its wild over there.

I'm seriously sick of all these. Really. What if I am the one who is at there and you are the one who is sitting alone in the room waiting like a fool?

I even tried to threaten u with signing the migrating papers from the U.S embassy. It doesn't even works.

The last message I receive from u?

'One Night Stand at the carpark '
'You know what? I LOVE THIS! HAHA! '

COULD ANY BOYFRIEND ACCEPT THIS FROM YOUR OWN GIRLFRIEND?


If any of you guys out there could, pls come to me . I'll give you an award. Your girlfriend should dump you, you know?

Happy New Year?
My ass.

Do u even care about me? I'M CRYING LIKE SHIT HERE!



Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 11:56 PM
HAPPY 6TH ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE.
ITS NOW 12.00 am.

18/12/2009


Our 6th anniversary! :D

Earlier, I bought a cake and I ride a bike to her place.

I place the cake at her gate and ask her to get it .

When I got home, something unexpected happened.

She yelled at me and she told me she threw the cake into the dustbin.

I am really really disappointed and sad .

But oh well. Its our anniversary now!

Still wanna wish her

HAPPY 6TH ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE.