As time goes by, I realized that I am not ready. Not ready for everything , yet. Soon , My 3rd war is going to start and I've got to be sure that I am well armed so that I wont die with regrets. HAHA! Speaking of death, I'll have to admit that I am a coward who is really afraid of dying. I used to be very Emotional back then. Whenever I was sitting alone or before I doze of , I will just look at the sky or the ceiling and start thinking about something which is very... Weird? I don't know what word shall I use to describe it. I will thought of where will I be going after life. What will happen to me? Is it the end already?

Buddhist , Christian , Islams does believes that there is life after death. The Christian believes that people will be sent to either Heaven or Hell according to the deeds or the sins that they've cause when they're alive. Hmm... How much people believes that? I used to be a christian but I stopped going to Church because I am having tuition classes and Tae-Kwon-Do training every Sunday. Its a lame excuse, I know. And now, I call myself a free-thinker.


One day , When I was waiting for bus at a bus station which is only a few steps away from my house, I misheard an old man complaining that how much he'd suffered back then and how miserable is his life. He kept saying that God doesn't love him and so on. The other old man who is with him sighed and say " What can we do? Our fate is meant to be so ! It cant be changed and it will never be changed, so let's just face it!" Can't people stop putting all the blame on GOD and just do something about it? GEEZ. Fate is in our hand and we are the one who gives ourself Chances not other people. Agreed?


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S.J. a.k.a Jae Wook