Emotional. Yeah, That's what I've been lately. Its time for a change? hmmm... Probably should. Emerging myself to be a better person, and a better guy for u. Being too sensitive and protective had made u suffered. I'm Sorry, and it would be the last time for me to say that.

I change myself not for the others , But only u,my dear. All the words u said to me are still clearly in my mind. Remember that u told me that if today's the end of the world, U'll tell me that U never regretted loving me. And now , its my turn to tell u this! I've Never, and I'll Never Regret loving u!

I really wanted to show u how much I love u and how much I needed u in my life! I just cant! Seems like there are no other ways but to dig out my heart. haha! But I dont think now is the perfect timing for u to do that. U wont wanna see how it looks like now.

'What will happen if I really lose u?' I asked myself. I scratched my head; I rolled from the top to the bottom of my bed; I even banged my head on the wall. And the answer is still the same. My life, would be meaningless without u. I'm very sure u are the one that I've been searching for. No matter what u tell me , it still wont change my mind on that. I told myself if I really lose u, I'll bring my regret into my coffin.

I'll give whatever it takes to be with u. I'll even take a bullet for u. I'll rather die than seeing u getting hurt or hurting urself!

There are few times u told me that u feel like preserving me so that I can stay with u forever? Today, I asked u the same question but u ignored it. After the incident, things might have changed a bit. And I'm sure things will be back to normal in time.

I dont know that else to say.

I'll never, ever let go of u. Loo Jo yee.