Everyday when you can see people commit suicide on newspaper, tv , internet and so on. I used to feel that they are silly. Why would they die just for some stupid reason? Money? Family? Love?!

But now, I understand how they feel.


Its like there's a huge rock on your chest. You can hardly breath. Heart pounding softer and softer. You'll feel numb. The pain of being stab or cut is no match to the pain deep inside your heart. Things in your mind will start to fade away one by one and your vision will get blur as time goes by. When you have totally lost your reason to live, your fear to death no longer exist.

As you go near to the pond/lake, you'll feel like jumping into it. If you're walking in a building, you'll feel like jumping off. If you're walking on the road, You'll have the feeling that you wanted the car to hit u down.

Dont be silly. The Earth will keep on spinning, people will still move on. Your death will only be a topic in people's mouth for a while. 2 or 3 days? a day perhaps.