Today, is our 1 month's anniversary. Hmmm... This day meant a lot to me. Do u know why I've been so looking forward to this day? Before reminding u that today is our one month's anniversary; before you asked someone else out; I have been planning and waiting for this day to come because I'm going to give u a surprise. Oh well, This doesn't means that we should go out . There are a lot of ways to celebrate besides going out. For me, talking to you. Having you on my mind. You telling me that you missed me and you love me is already enough.

Today, you're out with your godbro. I wonder how will the movie be like? Harry Potter. How I wish I'm the one who is going to the movies with u. Haha. I bet someone who's reading this can already sense my jealousy. Yeah, I'm envy. Anyway, have fun honey.

Today, I've been thinking a lot. I've done something wrong last night. I know I shouldnt have raised my voice on you. And I feel guilty now. No matter what I say it just wont change the fact that I've hurted you. Even if I apologize a thousand times , or maybe a million times it just wont take away the scar I left in your heart. The reason why I did that? Its just that I care too much. I'm afraid to lose you.


Today, I realized. All the things that you told me are true. I still can't control my emotion huh? What do u expect from a 17 year old guy? Thats what I thought at the first place. But then, I found out that I'm wrong. I wanna be more than that. I've finally understand.


Today, Silence came between us. There's a gap. A wall. You built defences ; You sit on the fences. 'This is for our own good.' Thats what you said. But I don't think so. I don't want things to be like this. And I dont think you should change. I am the one who should change. Before I've totally emerged into the better person you want, please wait for me .


Today, I really cried. Crying, is a feeling u cant control. I can't promise you that this will be the last time I'll cry for our relationship. Not to cry infront of you is the best I can do. I'm a human being not a cyborg. I can't be systematic.


Today, I text you something I really wanted to tell you. ' I'll never move on without the girl whom I love, not even a step. If you're lost, wait me at the starting point, I'll head to you.' These words are words that came from my heart. Not copying it from anywhere.


Today, I layed back on my bed. I cant stop thinking about you girl. Things that happened between both of us. The things we've done. Our sweet memories, lingers in mind.




If problem haunts us.
Stand behind, I'll fight.
If you'd suffered.
Pass it all to me, I'll take all of it from you.
If you're lost in the crowd.
Stand still, I'll look for you.
If you ask me what is my wish?
I'll tell you, My wish is still the same.
Today, I've loved.
And I'll Love till my very last breath.

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