Wednesday, September 2, 2009 @ 4:01 PM
Pressure
Pressure. I've never felt so much pressure before. This is really tough for a first-timer.

I'm currently sitting for my SPM trial. Hmmm. Stressful huh?

I'm currently having relationship problems . Hmmm. Worried that she'll give hope on other people huh?

I'm currently thinking of what will happen to me in the future. Hmmm. Scary huh?


Now I realized, my studies are freaking important to me! And its not too late. I'll put more effort on it . That's what I told myself.

Now I realized, What a jerk I've been in the past? Even though I didn't betray her but lying is already a serious crime. 'How can you expect me to have trust in you?! After all the things you've did to me?' That's what she said. Yeah. She's right. I'm at fault how can I ask for more? I am the one who ask for this to happen, can't blame her for doing that. I've changed and I'm trying my best to gain her trust back.

Now I realized, My future isn't in the dark. I can see it. It depends on which path I am taking from now. Its like a T-Junction. Right? Or left? Cracking my head to seek for the answer.