This morning, I had a dream of her family members saying things like they don't like me . Ask me to get away from her and so on . When I woke up, I told myself it was just a dream ,stop thinking too much! After finish changing my uniform, I looked in the mirror, and I asked myself , would it be true? Is it a DeJaVu? A sign from GOD? The image of the Physics reference book on the bed was reflected in the mirror. It stopped me from thinking about it for that moment.

When I'm in the examination hall, I was scribbling her name on my desk. All over my desk I mean. Thinking that I can reach her . 10 minutes before my examination ends, she called. I cant pick up because I'm still in the hall and teachers are patrolling . When it ends, I dash to the nearest bus stop , hoping that the bus will arrive earlier. I cannot wait to call her when I get home. Just like I said in the previous blogs. The happiest moment of a day! That is the time where I can call her!

For today, things turned in the opposite way. It was a rather disappointing conversation. I cant sleep over at her place anymore. Her family doesnt likes it . Sleeping over or not is not a problem. The problem is, we wont be spending time together that often anymore. In the lonely night I end up sitting alone at my own balcony , star gazing , wondering what she's doing in the other part of this little state. When she's sick, I wont be able to take care of her all night long. When she is having insomnia, I wont be able to sit beside her and sing her to sleep. When she needs me , I wont be able to reach her in time.

The dream is right I suppose.

All I wish now is there wont be any changes between us.

She: Nothing's gonna change babyy. I still love you and as long as we love each other everything is going to be fine right? Its just that I wont put that much hope on you.

He: I'll still put the same amount of hope on you. I've never changed and will never change. Whoever is going to let go in the future , I'm very sure it won't be me.

She: There are only going through the state called 'TEENAGE' together. When we get to college its going to be a total different thing. Girls which is better than me are all over the world!

He: For me , that phrase has already ended . I dont think our relationship is just a normal teenager relationship. It worth more than that. Girls ? I wont even lay an eye on them. All I want is just you. No matter how great they are, its just nothing to me. Cuz, I love u but not them. And I'll only love you.