Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 3:12 PM
Dilemma
Sighs!

I can't believe that those words came from your mouth.
I can't believe that you actually have that kind of thoughts.

Honey, I'm so so disappointed to you.
I've been hurt deeply by you once again.

You'll never understand how I feel.

I hope that when u are in a conscious state , you'll think recall back what you've said to me. To know that how far you've went. I hope that you will regret.

You're not feeling well. But so what?

Does it means that you can say all these things and have this kind of thoughts?

IT IS FREAKING WRONG! DO YOU KNOW THAT?

SO SO WRONG!


I'm really really worried about you actually. When we're on the phone earlier, I was really really upset and feel like scolding you. I didn't , I put down my anger , comfort you and sing you to sleep.

And this time, I don't know whether if I can get rid of this pain.
Its just too much for me .
I'm afraid I am turning back into the old emotional me .

But right here, right now, I wanted to tell you that, I Love You and please get well soon.