ARGHH!

MY head is about to EXPLODE.
MY status is at an alarming rate.

Just got back from her place. Its been quite some time since the last time I actually blog. So so tired. I miss her a lot. Really, been helping her mom recording something for the entire afternoon.

I just had a fight with her, because she had been adding up guys and approving guys in her fb. She promised me that she'll never add guys . Even if she wanted to, she should have asked me right?

When I am at her place today, I heard the conversation between she and her aunt . Her aunt said ' Jo Yee , you are so stupid. Aunt thought that you are a smart girl , but I guess I am wrong. Thought that you are smart enough to get a good 'book' . The book might be well decorated at the outside, in fact the contents are all shit.' The 'book' is referring to me . I ain't dumb. Its like so obvious that she's talking abt me . I was really hurt. Thinking over and over again. Am I really that shitty ? sighs

Been really tired lately. Both mentally and physically. I've been traveling around here and there recently . I am very very depress about money issue. I need to pay a lot of things. Phone bills , I wanted to support my gf for getting a new mobile phone and so on. Its like a few hundred bucks u know? I'm still a student and I aint working. So, its going to be hard for me .

Planning to work soon. Sighs. This day had finally come? S.J's working mann. Can u believe it? Its like 'LOL!' Well, planning to work at a pet shop? Next month is going to be a tough month. SOBS ! POOR ME !

Sighs, still sitting for my SPM now. Kind of sad that I didnt do my papers well :( . There are 2 more subjects left. Chemistry and Chinese. Wish me luck for that.