Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 12:04 AM
Die, SJ DIONG.
Can anyone be as crazy as I am?

NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND MY PAIN.

NO ONE!

I TOOK A MOTORCYCLE
I RIDE AS FAST AS I COULD
I SCREAM AS LOUD AS POSSIBLE WHILE I'M RIDING

I AM INSANE.

DOING THIS JUST DOESN'T EASE MY PAIN.

AT THE SAME TIME, I AM THINKING.
WHAT IS MORE PAINFUL THAN THIS?

DEATH COULD BE BETTER.
100 mph is the max I could go.

I really wish that there's a car that can run over me .
It didn't happened.

What is life to me ?

Don't get too emotional over things huh?
It is not possible for me.
I'm not some kind of Monk or Priest.
I ain't that holy and saint .

I am just a normal human being.
Who had been hurt deeply and wish to be murdered.

God? I had enough. PLEASE TAKE ME WITH U.