Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 7:05 AM
ONCE AGAIN, I GOT BUSTED.
HONEY! ITS NOT THAT I WANNA HANG UP BECAUSE MY GRANDMA! Do u know? She wake up my uncle as well. Just now, my uncle came down yell at me. He even keep on pushing me. Almost got bash up. Do u even know? NO! YOU DONT! Honey. All that I wish is just u to understand me .I'M REALLY REALLY SAD! ONCE AGAIN, I GOT BUSTED.

Earlier, while we were hanging on the phone we were arguing and u said that I make up stories and put the blame on u? Honey, U promised me you will accompany to do that . In these few days I did asked you about it again. You said sure as well. U say u did said that you cant go with me but that was before I asked u for the 2nd time. Honey. Whether if I am acting and making up stories or not, u know it deep inside your heart.

Honey, family members are picking on me. Do u know? Especially my grandma and my uncle for now .

All I wish is just u to understand! Please dont leave me just because of this kind of things! You have no idea how much I wanted to explain and let u know what happened to me ! My heart aches a lot. Really!

There are still a few words from my heart that I wanna to tell you. :

Honey,
Today will be the first day of u returning to school. You've been complaining a lot to me that you are really unhappy because of certain issue. Let me tell me again. Honey, whatever that had happened has already became the past. Its 2010 now. A brand new year, a whole new world. Let's hope for a good beginning! I wish that everything that happens on you will be good! I wish you all the best throughout the year! Hubby will always be by yourside to support and encourage you! You have my words. I'll always be there for you. I am waiting for you to come home and tell me a whole new adventure that you had experience from school! Love you.


With love,

Hubby.

I wonder if you will be reading this post, since your mom kept away your modem.
But I really hope that you can go through this post.

All that I wanted to say is that I... I love you :(